Not able to...

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Isn't it a beauty
to be lost in
dilemmas?
Being caught
in equally attractive
traps is such a
majestic feeling.
This body has 
its beauty
and its charms,
just as it is 
a burden
and a challenge.
I have shunned 
now the ways
of either - or.
And then I need
not both the worlds.
I just wallow in 
vacillation and 
delight in doubt.
Not able to decide
is a blessing that
keeps you afloat.